i can cook!

music:big casino-jimmy eat world
mood:bored






top: mel and i made dinner for ourselves. a full three-course meal. for real. soup, salad and pasta.
middle: cool pasta shapes! car, plane, train, motorcycle. we're too cool.
bottom: haha just a subtle reminder for myself. to STAY AWAKE. it works :)

i've only just officially hit the halfway mark. meh. many more days to go :/

exam-obsessed

music:the saddest song-the ataris
mood:stressed. haha

-my weekend was kinda ehhh :(
-i'm really such a bad person. but i should get points readded if i admit it right?
-i'm possibly the biggest procrastinator alive
-whining's kinda my thing now
-studying with jolene tomorrow!

when
all
we
know
is
falling
.

exams should just start and end now. ughh.

music:stay awake-all time low
mood:i've got the munchies!

in short--

so. prelim's is almost over, with just biology left on monday. yay. although, it was really over for me after math P2 on wednesday.

and thursday was spent on supernatural. haha. guilty as charged. well i've finally finished season2, and im sooo looking forward to season3. meanwhile i've psych to tide me over. teevee is my addiction, unabashedly.

if 'dedication takes a lifetime but dreams only last for a night',
i should probably stay awake.

music:six feet under the stars-all time low

mood:perky

first up- happy 18th nietz! good god girl. it's been a whirl wind grand total of 5 years knowing you. granted, not all five were spent in constant company with each other but the distance makes the heart grow fonder. or something. Best Friends Forever. totally. haha. and guess what. expect me in canada sometime next year (: i hope it's not so cold when i get there!

haha remember our crepes? cool shit yo'

and we looked so young back in year8. guess we've changed a lot since huh.

ps: i sent you a really cool e-card. the real card via snail mail's gonna have to wait a while. i'll make sure i get it to you before my birthday. haha

anddd we've hit the september hols. supernatural marathon! in between study breaks of course. i contribute it to stress (whatever), but i'm rolling my eyes at everyone and everything way too often. i should probably stop especially since my eyeballs feel a little loose around their sockets.

but there's room for two

six feet under the stars

music:she doesn't get it-the format
mood:sleepy

-i have self-imposed a ban on the computer, but now is just an exception--a break i tell myself. it feels so unreal that prelims are only days away. fuckityfuck :/

-i hope xinEEE!'s living it up for the rest of us holed up because of the looming exams! lucky duck.

-PHANG KEE WEI is the bestest friend ever. there you go. maybe now you will turn up when you google yourself again. cough-narcissistic-cough.

-i miss dance and peoples :(

-sunday hotcakes breakfast with BFF! can't wait.

music:flourescent adolescent-the arctic monkeys
mood:grumpy

-gotta love this song. gotta love the brits innit'
-organic chemistry sucks ass
-2 weeks to prelims and im nowhere near getting ready
-doesn't quite help that i've lit essay to do! what are the uses of letters?!
-anddd here i am, lurking around on the internet scavenging for new songs. tsk, lynette, tsk!
-i'm feeling very flushed right now. but i know i won't fall sick. (i hope)

music:hate (i really don't like you)-plain white t's
mood:lethargic

dance was abruptly over on saturday night after the rj Sentio charity concert. as usual:mixed feelings bout it. in any case it's high time i start studying. pooey. so i guess a self-imposed hiatus is in order and blah blah blah.

and hahaha i LOVE this song. it's just so applicable/relatable.
hate is a strong word but
i really, really, really don't like you
heh. cue huge sing-along.

see how easily distracted i am? not good..

over and way the fuck out of the way!

music:futures-jimmy eat world
mood:perky

block tests are finally over. i think they were so misleading, 'test' connotes something of lesser importance..at least that's what i told myself. in addition to: i am not nervous, i am sorta-almost-not-quite prepared. but it appears my head knows me better. i couldn't sleep well for this whole week with dreams of numbers and possible questions. but it's okay, they merely bordered on irritating. but they're just TESTS. i can't even imagine the nights leading up to the big A-S.

anywhoo. i am super excited! lotsa shit planned for the post-bt1s.
and then there's dance.
and im in dire need of retail therapy.
and i need to stop chewing on my nails.

ooh. i've got a not-so secret admirer. and a whole bunch of other secrets.

hind(er)sight.

music:baby, come on-plus 44
mood:drained

quit crying your eyes out,
the past is only the future with the lights on.

pursuit of happyness
it was surprisingly good..okay maybe not so much, given the rave reviews and what-not. my favourite part:
"And it was at that time that I thought about Thomas Jefferson writing that Declaration of Independence. Him saying that we have the right to life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness. And I thought about how he knew to put the 'pursuit' in there, like no one can actually have happiness. We can only pursue it."

and right now, i probably need to be studying. 6 more days can only fly past that slowly.

edit--wow. in the space of 3 hours i've managed to change my blog skin TWICE :O shocker. "dressed in a fashion that's fitting with the inconsistencies of my moods" &&i'm hungry peoples.

BANdaid.

music:don't you know who i think i am?-fall out boy
mood:disgusted

they say quitters never win

we walk the plank on a sinking ship

i'm typing this as i rush my literature assignment and figure out where to fit in my revision for tomorrow's vector test. i'm seriously contemplating a hiatus, rather, a complete self-imposed ban on internet usage. i'm thinking it'll be a smart move, the only in a long time.

we need umbrellas on the inside

i'm going to hit a BLOCK.

music:penny on the train track-ben kweller
mood:sleepy

i realise i'm always sleepy, must be that i'm growing! :) and i would much rather sleep now than do my homework but it's okay, i've got a lovely BEEG mug of hot coffee+milo+milk. makes me all warm and sleepy.

i wait yeah,

i wait for something good,

for something great

if you can't get behind your own life

get behind the driving wheel

and go, just go

find a place that you don't know'

i'm just a penny on the train track

and i try, oh i try

i can't stop,

i don't know why

my dad gave me some career guidance/counselling in the short 15mins ride to school today. i was intially cynical and was pretty much prepared to roll my eyes at him, but it was pretty good. i know for sure now what i don't want to do. now to figure out what i do want :/

dance was pretty good today. we're almost done with SYF. well, we're getting there! whoopers. i probably don't say it enough, but i love the dancers! more than i love xiao long bao and zha jiang la mien. which is a lot :P

22 more days to block tests. OHEMGEE. 'twenty two' seems awfully short. i have a pretty clear idea of what i should be doing, but there are always too many distractions, too many excuses. pooey :(

HAHHA. i love the little old skool smileys. they're so cool. coolface!

a different way to drown

music:the quiet things that no one ever knows-brand new
mood:frazzeled/swamped

we kept it safe and slow
the quiet things that no one ever knows

1. An Inconvenient Truth- one word. depressing. i came out of the theatre feeling as if we could all die just about anytime. think about it. if new york, USA wasn't spared, what more SINGAPORE, that speck at the bottom of malaysia. srsly. WE ARE ALL GOING TO DROWN IN COLD SEA WATER.

2.it's kindaaaa scary how block tests are in 5 weeks. like woah. i didn't realise that we'd learnt enough to be tested. it's like. 5 weeks! 35 days! study! yes...but study what? hohums.

3.I DETEST ESSAYS OF ANY SORT. it doesn't feel nice when i can't organize my thoughts in 2 hours, let alone phrase them into anything remotely english. so an essay for me averages about...4 hours. that's right.

4.is it just me or have the homework started to pile up? let's count this
-lit essay
-geepoo essay
-chem practical report
-bio practical report
-math tutorial
-chem tutorial
-bio CHAPTER test

OHMYGEE.
&that's all the mental capacity i have for this post. blame it on the homework teachers people who decided that scholastic achievement mattered. selfish bastards.

its fucking over!

music:promise-matchbook romance
mood:elated,estatic...

its finally fucking over. whoop-de-doo! time to settle into the couch, pop in movie after movie, see the sun from the outside (instead of from the inside of my room)...paradise.

progress report:8 days and im at..Pu. only the remaining Ps + QRSTUVWXYZ to go through. i should be done soon enough!

can't wait for dance to start, to start dreading it once it actually starts.

meanwhile, i've got my doses of HOUSE, just as the doctor prescribed. fuck yeah!

She never catches me by surprise.

music:teleport A and B-the spill canvas
mood:awake

exams are good times for self-reflection. slightly ironic no?

Regret is never early, or even punctual.
She always comes too late.
Which, perhaps is why she is Regret.
You start wishing, thinking,
what you could have,
should have,
would have done.
But it's too
late.

hot purple pants are Hot.

music:quiet-jump,little children
mood:excited (heh)

he's about the only person in the world, (throw in universe for good measure) who can wear skin tight bright purple pants and make them look like the hottest, coolest things in the world. or universe.
any wonder why i love this boy?
alright. and im back to writing an emotional piece of writing, in chinese. FRICK!