much ado about nothing/i'm doing nothing.

it's hot and stuffy, i'm bored waiting for people who may or may not appear, trying hard to make my green tea frapp last longer...so here's this:

i think it's the accumulation of fatigue and sorts that's made me more irritable than usual. this grouchiness has been in town for some time already actually. haha i want the blase old me back, hazed and unfazed. haha anywhoo.

received a really nice surprise in the mail yesterday. it was a postcard from nietz! hope you're having fun by the way. i promise promise and thrice promise we'll have a holiday together soon, maybe next summer kay. i'll say no to any holiday committments and be free to fly. i'll start by practising my 'No's now (:

as i was saying the other day to the parentals. i don't think i'll follow the fad and hold a themed 21st birthday party. or even have a party at all for that matter. haha i mean think about it, if you're the host, you're obliged to play the gracious hostess on YOUR beeeg birthday. You have to flit from group to group make sure everyone's fed, hydrated, entertained, included. ugh too tiring. we're already doing that on a day to day basis. SO MY 21st BIRTHDAY should be celebrated by friends FOR me. divalicious (: a surprise birthday party would be nice, time to start planning shit peoples! and btw, i still want a puppy. heh 5 months to go! time's a ticking.

andddddddddd i can't think of what else to say.

w(hee)ii

hahahahhaha i love my wii fit fitness instructor. she's simply the most encouraging virtual person i've ever known. literally. i'm on my way to being a yoga master! woo. albeit only in the virtual world...but never you mind. 'try to keep your balance within the yellow circle. you're doing a good job! you've got great posture.' WOOHOO teacher's pet, anyone?

omg fml.

enroute 30 musing

How can we place so much trust in the underground subway system, to send us to destinations and places, safely. How, despite newsflashes and headlines of plane crashes and wreckages we board, buckle our seatbelts and look forward to the inflight entertainment. How do i and yet not have faith in there being a some one who alledgedly promises so much more?

Is it about taking the gamble, opening my heart and mind, just taking the plunge, and 'what have i to lose'?

moving...moved.

it's amazing how much clutter you can amass in the course of ONE year.

and now the contents of one year are packed neatly (somewhat) in ikea boxes.

transportable.

one.

i hate laundry. i hate DOING laundry. explain this to me: if there are washing machines and dryers, why hasn't anyone invented a machine that folds your clothes for you? surely all the physicists and engineers and whatever else can divert their attention towards this clear necessity.

two.

i think i need to have the samsara song on repeat. probably need to eat, drink, dream it too. HOW TO BE LIKE A BALINESE DANCER?

i'm freaking sleepy.

so byebye!

lynette wonders when she started turning into a PMS-ing, overanalytical, insecure, needy, overly emotional, possessive, demanding, psychotic BITCH.

there has to be a turning point somewhere right? 

right?!

on the UPSIDE-i've started reading my book (: 

hor-lee-daezzz (:

by virtue of the fact that this post is dated a day after my last paper, it's granted a HAPPY FACE :) at the very start of the entry. YAY summer hols are hereeeeeeeee!! it feels all too surreal that a whole year has passed, one whole year of boring  lectures i drag my feet to, sleepy tutorials, an entire year of riding bus D and getting off at wrong bus stops, and... of new friendships made. i've semi-officially made it through to year 2, no matter my CAP. whee. i don't necessarily feel any older or wiser, just more tired. BUT TIRED CAN WAIT WHEN IT'S THE HORLEEDAEZ! 

and because it's the holidays and i'm pretty much bored at home with nothing to do! i'm here to inject life into this sad pathetic ex-blog. go me! sooooooooooo i started out the holidays with the beach. me and mel are finally putting our islander card membership to good use, we're planning to make up for lost time before the card expires this july. anyhow, the tanning session resulted in me with a horrible tan line. but i have pictures! 

blahblahblahi'mtoofreakinglazytoelaborateso--

1)need to sign up for driving lessons! screw. not something i'm looking forward to :/ life would be so much easier if i could just have my very own chauffeur who answers to my bell. sweeettttt :)

2)hall stuff YAY. not a tinge of sarcasm there, really!

3)i need to read. i don't think i've picked up a non-module-related book since...before school started. almost a year ago. i've probably forgotten how to read paragraphs, after a year of powerpoint slides and bullet points.

4)get my life back. this is a SOS, for real. i think i've started progress today already, with mel--suntanning and retail therapy.

and i don't know what else. distracted, can't think, can't be bothered to think. half-assed entry but oh wells. SYB! (: