picture perfect:

music:gravity-john mayer
mood:tired

alrights photos finally up from sat night, courtesy of clarahhhhh! cin and i met the others at jalan kayu for prata right after dance. it was kinda amusing, having to bathe in school and cin even brought her hair dryer?! weirdo. anywhoo. prata is pretty good, minus the oil, the heat, the smoke, the flies. haha. im serious. lots of laughs definitely!and then we lounged by kenneth's mulit-million dollar mansion's pool. you know, he has like 100 units all to himself! anywhoo, photos from that night:

me,mel,clarahhh,kenneth&cin. kenneth looking wayyy gay as usual.

me &cin. i hearts her muchos.

our random posse pose.

i hope you get ungrounded real soon clarahhhh!

then we can go out more! shopping?!

me and mellums. twinnies forever. haha. playing telephone with the paper thosai.

i swear i mean it when i say it was BUGE. totally worth my $3.50!

i love photos. they totally capture the essence of that particular moment.

dance today was pretty bad. rehearsal at UCC :/ oh wells. we can do hella lot in 3 weeks! jiayous.

it feels so weird to not have tutorials to rush through, but it feels nice :)

i am an invisible monster!

music:catch my disease(that's the way)-ben lee
mood:amused

my head is a box filled with nothing

and that's the way i like it

my garden's a secret compartment

and that's the way i like it

now that the block tests are over, it kinda feels like i finally have decades worth of time on my hands. time i wanna spend on:


BOOKS-
-invisible monsters by chuck palahniuk
-a heartbreaking work of staggering genius by dave eggers
-the wind-up bird chronicle by haruki murakami
-ectasy:three tales of chemical romance by irvine welsh

MOVIES-
-the history boys
-TMNT (teenage mutant ninja turtles for the uninitiated)
-colour me kubrick
-300

&also,
-reruns of dr. house
-prison break season2
-30rock
-reruns of futurama
-heroes

now back to the wait for something substantial.

over and way the fuck out of the way!

music:futures-jimmy eat world
mood:perky

block tests are finally over. i think they were so misleading, 'test' connotes something of lesser importance..at least that's what i told myself. in addition to: i am not nervous, i am sorta-almost-not-quite prepared. but it appears my head knows me better. i couldn't sleep well for this whole week with dreams of numbers and possible questions. but it's okay, they merely bordered on irritating. but they're just TESTS. i can't even imagine the nights leading up to the big A-S.

anywhoo. i am super excited! lotsa shit planned for the post-bt1s.
and then there's dance.
and im in dire need of retail therapy.
and i need to stop chewing on my nails.

ooh. i've got a not-so secret admirer. and a whole bunch of other secrets.

sweetness (ohhhh)

music:bethamphetamine(pretty pretty)-butch walker
mood:skippy

sweet:

-BETHAMPHETAMINE. can't help but to croon along

"yeah you're real pretty pretty, you're pretty strung out for a girl"

-left toenails painted red, right toenails painted black
-"i love you like a million m&ms" courtesy of CHEWY &her obsession with chickflicks
-wearing my "paul frank is your friend even in outer space" hoody tomorrow. imma be the coolest kid in the exam hall
-attending math tuition the day before the paper &learning how much you DON'T know
-homemade roast chicken sand'ches with a dollop of mustard

2 down, 3 more to go!

oh yeah,
erps. i'm feeling guilty for spilling the porridge all over the bin purposely.
and ewww. i'm swearing off gum after having it tortuously disintegrating in my mouth.

chem scham.

music:reasons to fall-lauren hoffman
mood:restless

We're on a wire but it's better than drowning
And I don't care if I fall because I've never been higher
Everything's changing but I don't care for sameness
Because safety makes graves of the fearful I find

Could you be safe in my arms, and scared at the same time
Running towards and away 'til you're standing still

The mystery's calling, come if you dare
And find what is there when you tear down the walls
No you're gonna wait 'til the moment is certain
While I've been out searching for reasons to fall

Hard is the ground you're wrapping your arms around

know what, i like lauren hoffman ten to the seventeenth power times more than i do organic chem. fo' sho.
&i think i've a concentration span to match that of a goldfish. pooey.
oh wells. 6 more days to the end.
is it odd that i miss dance? my toes are itching, and i'm turning into a tub of lard already.

(i don't care if the colours don't match. growl.)

hind(er)sight.

music:baby, come on-plus 44
mood:drained

quit crying your eyes out,
the past is only the future with the lights on.

pursuit of happyness
it was surprisingly good..okay maybe not so much, given the rave reviews and what-not. my favourite part:
"And it was at that time that I thought about Thomas Jefferson writing that Declaration of Independence. Him saying that we have the right to life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness. And I thought about how he knew to put the 'pursuit' in there, like no one can actually have happiness. We can only pursue it."

and right now, i probably need to be studying. 6 more days can only fly past that slowly.

edit--wow. in the space of 3 hours i've managed to change my blog skin TWICE :O shocker. "dressed in a fashion that's fitting with the inconsistencies of my moods" &&i'm hungry peoples.

BANdaid.

music:don't you know who i think i am?-fall out boy
mood:disgusted

they say quitters never win

we walk the plank on a sinking ship

i'm typing this as i rush my literature assignment and figure out where to fit in my revision for tomorrow's vector test. i'm seriously contemplating a hiatus, rather, a complete self-imposed ban on internet usage. i'm thinking it'll be a smart move, the only in a long time.

we need umbrellas on the inside

woops.fuck.

music:thnks fr th mmrs-fall out boy
mood:happy

LALALALALA
methinks the song is so damn catchy. too bad i'm missing FOB drama for my grandmother's birthday:/

holy. chemistry SPA today was sooo fucking shitbeans (ooh new word!) srsly. ugh. i swear i could feel my face drain of blood as the water drained out of the burette. which, was NOT meant to have happened. oh wells, at least i didn't BREAK something this time. yay for me.

& a yay for tomorrow too! i'll be missing lessons for moe's performance (haha talk about personification). seems like that's all i've been doing: missing. anywhooo. I LOVE DANCE. can't wait for tomorrow :)

what if i said that it didn't mean anything?