wheee semi-celebratory post.
semi because exams are semi over..monday,7pm!
fuck yeah (:
OKAY BYE.

and i'm ready to come down
and see us both somehow
on the beautiful side of somewhere, baby

i've fallen in love
with this adorably cute puppy in this pet shop
i think toy poodles are the SHIT!
aww puppies just make you melt into a puddle of warmth and puppy-ness
again, i'm here because i'm trying to avoid 'our atmosphere: a chemical perspective'
and finals have officially started and i'm wondering where the semester went?
i feel like time was stolen from right under my nose
and i want it back terribly so
so my first paper was yesterday, a saturday MORNING if i may add
and i finished the paper in half the time allocated
and spent the next half just praying for divine intervention
or sudden enlightenment
but nope, nothing
and i've all these other half-thoughts swimming about in my head
half-thoughts because i don't really want to think about them
let alone put them down in words
but it's starting to feel very cluttered up there in my head
okay bye.

brainspeak

OMFG I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT I'M DOING.

OKAY SO I DO KNOW WHAT I'M DOING.

BUT I'M NOT DOING WHAT I'M SUPPOSED TO BE DOING, ACCORDINGLY TO MY PAINSTAKINGLY PLANNED AND DETAILED STUDY TIMETABLE.

SCREWWWW.

SOMEBODY PLEASE SHOOT ME RIGHT NOW.

HMM. SUBWAY COOKIES SOUND NICE.

pre-tautomerism

music: when it rains-paramore
mood: lazy

and when it rains,
on this side of town it touches everything

it's currently pouring outside my window.

the perfect weather to sleep in, but i have this thing called finals which are pretty much soon.
whatakilljoy.

talked to baowu a few days back ( i think? im losing track of my days) and i really really supremely extremely miss her ): i'd almost forgotten how entertaining she is. heh

i'm here typing this pointless entry simply because i don't really want to start on tautomerism. haha i'm not even sure that's how you spell it, but. it's slightly scary how most of my notes are empty and the slides are definitely not self-explanatory. i have post-its with 'WHAT?!' all over.

oh the weekend was much needed. i spent time with family, ate shitloads of food, went rollerblading (i thinkkkkk i bladed 10km. apparently i should go pro) basically got ready for hall and school again.

is it just me or do our birthday wishlists get shorter as we get older? it's not that we want less, but that we want more intangible things. things not on departmental shelves or with a price tag.

say goodnight and go.

i miss home.
a lot.
and all of a sudden.
anddd i don't know why ):

okay maybe i do.
running was always the easiest. especially if it's in the opposite direction.

OMFG. the exams are soon.
on the upside, my birthday is soon-er (((:
i want a puppy. heh

music: my blue heaven-taking back sunday
mood: tired

okay so im bored and rather not do the things i'm supposed to do so here goes:-

night cycling! it was tons of fun except maybe the rain was a dampener somewhat. but yeah. i can't believe i seriously cycled from the west to the east of singapore. i hope everyone doesn't fall sick though. anddddd i had the best cycling partner! kh: TRUST AND CONFIDENCE! hahaha. lots of pictures expected (((:

we got back to hall at like 9ish and crashed before going for ensemble. omg i have no idea how me and veeks survived tech class. but it felt exceptionally satisfying. PLUS my doubles were surprisingly on that day. i should be exhausted and sleep deprived more often. ME AND VEEKS ARE GONNA WORK OUR ASSES OFF DURING DANCE CAMP and hopefully be a step closer to our idols!

i realised how much i missed home when i got home. it felt like i could BREATHE again. hall is fun and all, but sometimes it just gets suffocating. i think i'm the sort that needs lots of free space. maybe i should just park myself in a car parking lot or something. heh.

the weekend feels exceptionally short. i'm not looking forward to the starting week--i've got a pract test, a term paper due and rehearsals/show time for a performance...all of which i'm utterly unprepared for. BUT i console myself with the fact that i usually perform under stress so...maybe it's a good idea everything is snowballing and heading directly into my path.

omfg. things are kinda screwed up and i have a feeling it's mostly my fault.

all the cards begin to stack up
twisting heartache into fine
little pieces that avoid an awful crime
but it's you i can't deny