what's it called?
hoping against hope





hopefully now i can sleep.

stole this from somewhere, but thought they were really pretty words:-

“At the end of the day faith is a funny thing. It turns up when you don't really expect it. It's like one day you realize that the fairy tale may be slightly different than you dreamed. The castle, well, it may not be a castle. And it's not so important happy ever after, just that its happy right now. See once in a while, once in a blue moon, people will surprise you , and once in a while people may even take your breath away.”

and we were dreaming

music: existentialism on prom night-straylight run

mood: afternoon sleepy

one of my all-time favourite songs.

haha i can't even pick a paragraph of lyric to feature.

there are a billion things i coulddddd be doing now, but i'd rather watch friends. i'm moving through season 2! i majorly heart joey and phoebe (:

i'm eggcited for prague though. i think it's really ironic how i have to come up with a packing list for everyone, when i usually pack 4 hours before my flight's scheduled to take off. oh wellsssss.

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my nephew ian chew is simply the most adorable thing! i want one too, with deep dimples and that impish smile. haha as veeks said, just tell it to the baby machine.

OKAY BYE. nap time!

i guess what i can't get out is: i'm sorry too.

maybe, baby

i think i might have just realised i don't have more than 24hrs a day. 

i think i might have just realised i can't split myself into 2, or into anymore parts.

might.

i think i should learn to be okay with mediocre and ordinary.

i wonder what's grace

maybe it's being comfortable in your own skin

maybe it's being less, feeling less awkward

maybe it's just a name.