whine alert!

music:be sensible-jimmy eat world
mood:troubled

the peihui told me to update so here goes:

• my first instinct is to whine and bitch about my job but it seems to be all i ever do. euugh i'm such an annoying human.
• it sucks to be only just mediocre especially when there's so little room for people who are only just okay.
• i'm having a hard time separating the things i actually want from the things i know others want for me. except, i don't even have the slightest idea what i want.
• sometimes, i want to not be taken so seriously.

anyway, i had the strangest, freakiest dream ever that involved a person repeatedly yanking on my ponytail. like what?!?! i don't understand how my brain works. it seems like it never sleeps. bleh. all i want next christmas, is dreamless and uninterrupted sleep.

edit-big thankyous to ashmit for breakfast on sat, shije mau jun stephen for coming to visit me on sun!

i can cook!

music:big casino-jimmy eat world
mood:bored






top: mel and i made dinner for ourselves. a full three-course meal. for real. soup, salad and pasta.
middle: cool pasta shapes! car, plane, train, motorcycle. we're too cool.
bottom: haha just a subtle reminder for myself. to STAY AWAKE. it works :)

i've only just officially hit the halfway mark. meh. many more days to go :/

over and way the fuck out of the way!

music:futures-jimmy eat world
mood:perky

block tests are finally over. i think they were so misleading, 'test' connotes something of lesser importance..at least that's what i told myself. in addition to: i am not nervous, i am sorta-almost-not-quite prepared. but it appears my head knows me better. i couldn't sleep well for this whole week with dreams of numbers and possible questions. but it's okay, they merely bordered on irritating. but they're just TESTS. i can't even imagine the nights leading up to the big A-S.

anywhoo. i am super excited! lotsa shit planned for the post-bt1s.
and then there's dance.
and im in dire need of retail therapy.
and i need to stop chewing on my nails.

ooh. i've got a not-so secret admirer. and a whole bunch of other secrets.

unfazed by the haze. (or something cheesier)

music:the world you love-jimmy eat world
mood:satisfied

don't it feel like sunshine after all?
(of course HE never had his sun smothered by the haze.)

but a lil smoke could never touch me:
the man of the hour
1.Chuck Norris' tears cure cancer. Too bad he has never cried. Ever.
2.The chief export of Chuck Norris is pain.
3.Chuck Norris is 1/8th Cherokee. This has nothing to do with ancestry, the man ate a fucking Indian.
4.Crop circles are Chuck Norris' way of telling the world that sometimes corn needs to lie the fuck down.
5.Chuck Norris has counted to infinity. Twice.
6.Chuck Norris does not hunt because the word hunting implies the probability of failure. Chuck Norris goes killing.
haha. CHUCK NORRIS IS MY HOMEBOY. for real. he saved me from boredom.

Bagels
with cream cheese. need i say more? yum.

MythBusters
possibly the best show ever on the discovery channel. what could be better than watching two grown men stick a stick of dynamite in a gallon of paint to prove that you CAN'T paint a room like that? nothing.

she said "nothing gold stays forever", i said

music:if you don't, don't-jimmy eat world
mood:excited

i've got new movies!
-transamerica
-american dreams
-dr. house (season 2)
-scrubs (season 5)
-lady in the water
-benchwarmers
-superman returns
woo! the movie junkie is soo satisfied.

i want to dream doggy dreams.