don't they know it's christmas?

music:under the gun-the killers
mood:confused

happy xmastime everyone! spent in MALAYSIA with the family (: seeing everyone around the table heavy with food, the christmas tree with its winking lights and carefully wrapped and chosen presents spilling out from underneath it...it just fills me with a warm, fuzzy feeling! ANDDD. i've got the most awesomest pajamas ever! red pjs with reindeers all over. heehee. im literally wrapped in christmas (:

and HAPPY 18th CLARAHHHH! wo ai ni hen duo!

haha she's so cute there! i hope you enjoyed your birthday, next time we WILL go ice skating! haha and maybe sky diving too?

no wonder sleep deprivation is a torture technique. because yesterday, after 39 hours without sleep, i was ready to break ): but im feeling much better now. someone reminded me of the meaning of my name that's framed and hung above my bed, and i guess it makes sense. i think the last one probably got me expecting too much from others and leaves me disappointed. but whatever! thank god for the friends i can talk to.

lynette: a person who believes in being joyful, does not stray from the
path she's chosen for herself, always seems calm and composed, brings sunshine
into the lives of many, appreciates thoughtfulness in others

haha what do you think of that? guess i'm pretty damn near perfect. KIDDING.

--my bed is mine because its where i leave my troubles and fears at night.

music:tie a rope-the format
mood:accomplished (finished my geepoo essay!)

SATURDAY
went rollerblading on saturday afternoon with the usual people (cough keisha) -manda, mau, shijie. it was fun but kinda tiring. our lack of stamina showed rather pitifully. AND. shijie got sunburnt while nothing happened to me. &($*&! when i'm just as white as she is! manda and i dyed our hair a passion mahogony that doesn't show up at all, with mau and shijie as our professional hair peoples (yeah stylists i know). then went for the NUS dance reflections. 'despise me if you dare', but i thought the swan park item was really cute! yes they were reminiscent of something else...but its quirky and fun on its own. needless to say, zaki and zaini's items were pretty much the stand out items--opening and finale.

TODAY
haha. i had the weirdest dream last night. maybe its my preoccupation with getting tanned skin, but i dreamt i was badly sunburnt. damn. for a split second i was seriously delirious with joy. or something. then i magically morphed into darth vader confessing all my sins to a moss-covered wall. i don't know about you, but i'm all admiration for my brain.

-erps. i think i'm a really bad person. don't trust me :/

also, i really need to start making decisions for myself. i say we start with deciding what to eat for the next meal. baby steps.

so you run away for no apparent reason
cause you and i are changing with the seasons
i might have a little obsession with the format, all over again.