rant (v)

music:rangers-a fine frenzy
mood:sleepy

maybe we don't want to be found
maybe we don't want to be found

thanks kris for this song! i really like this.

OMFG. i swear. the stupid CPF thingy is out to get all of our pays. it took me FOREVER to locate the opt out option for the medishield scheme and it wasn't where they said it would be! and all the while They were slowing draining my bank account of the hard earned cash. okay, maybe not exactly but i did think it was some huge conspiracy against me. They keep signing me up for shit without my permission, and then i have to go through all this trouble to opt out of the shit they signed me up for which takes up a lot of my preciously little time!

OH. and i've got another stalker. oh man. the dude gives me the creeps. interogative much? where is your office? what are your working hours? what is your extension number? what is your name? how do you spell it? what is your chinese name? how do you spell that? haha but before that 'he's such a stalker' thought it was the 'i bet he is a spy' thought. call me paranoid, but i really did think he was some secret service dude doing a background check on me and the company.

AND. i finished DEXTER season 1. dudeeeeee best series ever. omg i swear my heart literally stopped when i thought the ice truck killer was about to...but then dexter he...and they found out...and then the ice truck killer got...HAHA. spoiler.

yeahhhhhhh im sleepy. and aching from dance!

HEYS

music:i'm yours-jason mraz
mood:sleepy

OMGGGG. i've got like a billion and one things to say. but these top my list:

1.I FINALLY SAW MY BABY OSCAR! and he's grown so so much. but he's really naughty, it makes me :( when he keeps gnawing at me.

2.DEXTER is fucking gooddddddd.

Based on Jeff Lindsay's novels Darkly Dreaming Dexter and Dearly Devoted Dexter
this crime thriller follows Dexter Morgan. Dexter is a forensic blood spatter
expert for the Miami Dade Police Department. He is the main support for his
sister. He has a steady girlfriend, with two kids who adore him. He also has an
active "night life". Based on a code instilled in him by his foster father,
Harry, he hunts down people who have escaped justice and makes sure they don't
get away with a crime again.

okay, DEXTER is essentially this serial killer who's unbelievably cool. and i'm tired because i stayed up till 4am watching DEXTERRRRRR. it's really twisted, but such a total guilty pleasure.

3. good friday holiday! i like my job, but i don't like having to work :/

4. HEYS. heehee.

5.sleepover at clara's last saturday. i learnt how to mahjong! ..sorta. and muchos laughter makes for good times (:

raindropdead

music:she moves in her own way-the kooks
mood:tired

i love this song. haha the singer's accent is so cute. though i have no clue what he's singing about half the time.

it's not about your make-up
or how you try to shape up
to these tiresome paper dreams
paper dreams, honey

work's fun. i saw cute IT guy today. but damnit, my comp was in working order. still, maybe tomorrow...HAHA. but i'm so very stressed, especially when the calls start coming one after another, especially when my multi-tasking skills are at a near zero, especially...

joined kris at smu for dance yesterday and OMG. i was barely alive after WARM-freaking-UPS. like, pathetic much? and there was still 2 hours of tech and choreo to get through. but i survived, amazingly so. although, i'm aching pretty much all over.

and yeah that's all. i think.

i hate the rain. you can say it's soothing or whatever, but all i know is it gets into my shoes and skin. and then i'm cold inside out.

look alive, see these bones

-what if i'm not, and can't
-they don't even know
-and we're both so good at faking normalcy

case update

one-zzzomg. A level's results on FRIDAY. which is tomorrow tomorrow. which is too soon. which is unbelievably scary. fredferkel.

two-juno was really really good. and baowu is really really strange.

three-work is strangely fun! although i keep forgetting schtuff. haha and shijie tells me to use my 'sexy' voice. hell yeah!

four-psych season two. pure, unadulterated joy.

fudgeeeee

music:setting up sunday-meg&dia
mood:iffy

-monday's sentosa recap thingy sometime later cos it needs pictures which have yet to appear from mel who brought the camera and basically is too lazy to send me them so i have nothing to show for the trip which was totally cool cos there were jump shots and the sand and the cool waters and i even got a tan out of it so wow.

1.eye candy is so infuriating. tsk. he sounds completely unenthused. is that even a word? i don't care.

2.i think i talk way too much sometimes, especially when i'm nervous. i should probably learn when to simply shut up.

3.i hate bugs and aluminium foil.

4.i think know i'm too proud. maybe i should settle for less.

5.i still don't know how/when to say no. i should practice?

6.i'm all envy for those who know exactly what they want, who are doing exactly what they want and who are exactly who they want to be.

setting up sunday
watching the winter grow so, oh, no
we're making excuses
for insecurities
it's not about me
oh, it's never about me