schmexy

music:sweet child o' mine-guns and roses
mood:perky

i've lost track of my days, is this what work does to you? a 12hour shift at work is no joking matter, i must have sent 1000 desperate pleas for rescue. please sign up for gmail and gmail chat with me, somebody, anybody? there are cute emoticons we could play around with :)

wed-
ding tai fung dinner with melmel! and haha yes. it was my first time there. i like their xiao long baobaos! and yes, we had a ton of gossip up for exchange.

us with our FIERCE looking ice-cream!

thurs-

work.

fri-

work. i think sometime this week i had a lot of disgruntled callers. but it must be my sexysweet voice that calmed them down. i mean, they thanked me properly at the end of it! like woah. oh and i traipsed down to bugis during lunch today. had no idea it was literally down the road! way cool.

sat-

ahhahahha. i went and permed my hair. omggg someone should have stopped me. it's so fucked up now. hahahaha. whatev.

i've been thinking-

i don't think i want to have children. i'm pretty sure im unable to love them unconditionally. and looking at my track record with pets/plants...not a good idea. and, i would hate to end up as a trophy wife obsessed with priming her trophy boy and girl.

AND i may have just realised, eyecandy ain't that cute afterall. eww :/

fudgeeeee

music:setting up sunday-meg&dia
mood:iffy

-monday's sentosa recap thingy sometime later cos it needs pictures which have yet to appear from mel who brought the camera and basically is too lazy to send me them so i have nothing to show for the trip which was totally cool cos there were jump shots and the sand and the cool waters and i even got a tan out of it so wow.

1.eye candy is so infuriating. tsk. he sounds completely unenthused. is that even a word? i don't care.

2.i think i talk way too much sometimes, especially when i'm nervous. i should probably learn when to simply shut up.

3.i hate bugs and aluminium foil.

4.i think know i'm too proud. maybe i should settle for less.

5.i still don't know how/when to say no. i should practice?

6.i'm all envy for those who know exactly what they want, who are doing exactly what they want and who are exactly who they want to be.

setting up sunday
watching the winter grow so, oh, no
we're making excuses
for insecurities
it's not about me
oh, it's never about me