braindrain

music:99-fightstar

mood:tired

ever feel like your head might just implode with all the thoughts racing through at 300km/h? yeahhh it doesn't feel too pretty. it's just...everything. and it gives me a head-ache :/

anywhoo. met up with ashmit on saturday. it was fun, army sounds a lot more interesting than it's sometimes made out to be. but i bet being called for the malaysian national service would blow. i don't even understand a word of malay. and i'm pretty sure 'please don't step on the grass' wouldn't be applicable anywhere. and yeah, i still can't wrap my head round the whole 18 and married thing. evidently i'm not that much of a romantic.

HAPPY 18TH KISHA YEO XUANTING!

heh. i hope it gets better :)

anddd i need to give you your super useful present.

she's too cute!

aside:i hate the feeling of feeling swamped. and that sounded really funny.

music:dear maria-all time low
mood:fatigued

yeah i've been gone for awhile. but here i am again with 1)a new phone, and 2)a weekend story to tell.


1)i ditched my loyal sony (well not so much as the stupid joystick was temperamental) for a prettiful samsung. its ULTRA slim and slides so i was pretty much sold. still trying to figure out how to work it though. haha funny story:was in the library when devanshi called and while trying to accept the call i ended up putting her on the loud speaker which ensued in a too-loud-HELLO-for-the-library.


2)the weekend really starts with friday and ends with saturday. so throughout school on friday i was kinda in a moral dilemna, moral because it makes it sound all the more interesting and me, morally conscious. it was between clubbing with friends visiting from america or immersing myself in organic chemistry. i decided, eventually, after much hemming and hawing to do the former. anyway, after school went to meet BFF! couldn't really do much inbetween afterschool and math tuition so we had lunch and walked/talked. it was good, catching up. can't wait for our study time next week!

so. rushed home then down after tuition. melissa got bounced twice and was on the verge of giving up when her third time was a charm thanks to xinyi and friends. sent melissa home before going down to mos with michelle. and woah. house/trance was such a virgin experience. it was a really stark departure from the usual r&b/hiphop. anyhow. made it home at around 4 and we sat and talked a bit before she going to meet her 'lover'. crashed into bed only to wake 2 hours later to meet manda for breakfast.

subway foiled our breakfast plans so we ended up in coffee bean and shijie joined soon after. we're such lazy bums we ditched our rollerblading plans for the bicycles. its really nice cycling along the beach/waterfront! cycled for 2 hours then had a ginormous lunch at the hong kong cafe which brought back many many scrumptious memories of HK. planned trips to take after As. haha can't wait! shijie and i then went to millenia walk, coffee club to STUDY. haha by that time i was pretty much dazed with only 2 paltry hours of sleep and some alcohol still in my system. left too early for dinner with family and some peoples (slightly distant relatives). dinner was yum but dragged on too fricking late. this time, i swear i was REELING with fatigue. not good. eventually made it into bed at 1030. sleep at last!


shitfuck. prelims ONLY a meagre 3 weeks away. when overseas acceptance rests on those grades, it gets a little worrying that i'm not already studying my brains out. a little.

golden(:

music:day late-anberlin
mood:hungry



HAHA met up with my BFF on tuesday right after dance (gruelling as usual). realised only then how much i missed her! haha just look at that picture, totally hamming it up for the camera. with both of us talking at a mile a minute, catching up was pretty fast! sleepover soon kay (: and please get a boyfriend soon. heh hehs.

finally got the anberlin/copeland tickets after making TWO trips down. oh wells. can't wait! and i wanna eat my tang yuan peewee! i should probably start learning the words to some of the songs. don't wanna get moshed out by hardcore fans..this is a start:

we are who
we are who we were when
we could've been more
but at least you're still my
day late friend

obsessions? i've got some.

music:a lifetime-better than ezra
mood:bloated

holy crapola. i am peeling like a banana faster than you can, well, peel a banana. &although i recoil at the stomach-upheaving sight of it, i can't help but to push the natural peeling process along. cue my upper dermis littering the floor. can you say eww?

spent the day with BFF todayyyy. haha. a good part of it was spent poring over a certain someone's blog. it's so fascinating. which brings me to my next point. how can anyone feel absolutely secure about anything they (personally) post on their blog? how can you put your heart, on your sleeve &on display up here, for people you don't know to laugh and point at. so i'm guilty of both. besides, it's so much more fun laughing at others &feigning ignorance.

snakes on a plane. that has got to be the most obvious title ever. seriously, try to top that. anyhow. it's true, it's really not that great a movie. but you should probably watch it anyway. it's pretty revolting but strangely hooking too. haha i love the scene in the bathroom where the guy's taking a piss and the snake latches onto his appendage. ouch. gotta hurt like a mofo. most memorable line: "i'm sick of the motherfucking snakes on the motherfucking plane!" me too, me too.

cadbury chocolate chunks

music:don't stop me now-queen
mood:CHIRPY

today was a holiday.
it didn't really matter WHAT holiday it was.
it was a Much Needed Holiday.

I HEART MY BFF!
haha. so much for studying huh. and our halloween party WILL happen. i assure you. it will be the biggest bestest bash of the year. you can count your chunks of cadbury's blackforest chocolate on it.

#40 thing to do before you die:
have you ever tried dancing in your swivel chair? i'm sure i must have looked damn near retarded.

stuck in a tractor rut && i can't get out.

music:champagne supernova-oasis
mood:relaxed

someday you will find me
caught beneath the landslide
in a champagne supernova in the sky

first things first:
nietz schwitz! haha. love ya truckloads. its amazing how this year marks the 6th year i've known you. mind-blowing. haha. its wonderful how our personalities clash so much, and yet, despite it all, here we are. closer than ever. seeya in Canada. hopefully sometime FAR from winter. im thinking summer. haha.

second: heal the world concert. ahhh it was alright. didn't make any major screw-ups, thankfully. i think the dance was really beautiful, the music, the choreography and all. AND plus point:we didn't have to put much make-up on! woots.

third: math test tomorrow. and i am in no way prepared for it. i know i should probably start working my (hot) ass off, but i tell you, the procrastinator genes are deeply embedded within my genome code thingy. euugh. obviously my biology leaves much to be desired.

i need to stop making excuses. (for me and you)

Sleep is what i need to get rid of the tiredness felt in my bones.