much ado about nothing/i'm doing nothing.

it's hot and stuffy, i'm bored waiting for people who may or may not appear, trying hard to make my green tea frapp last longer...so here's this:

i think it's the accumulation of fatigue and sorts that's made me more irritable than usual. this grouchiness has been in town for some time already actually. haha i want the blase old me back, hazed and unfazed. haha anywhoo.

received a really nice surprise in the mail yesterday. it was a postcard from nietz! hope you're having fun by the way. i promise promise and thrice promise we'll have a holiday together soon, maybe next summer kay. i'll say no to any holiday committments and be free to fly. i'll start by practising my 'No's now (:

as i was saying the other day to the parentals. i don't think i'll follow the fad and hold a themed 21st birthday party. or even have a party at all for that matter. haha i mean think about it, if you're the host, you're obliged to play the gracious hostess on YOUR beeeg birthday. You have to flit from group to group make sure everyone's fed, hydrated, entertained, included. ugh too tiring. we're already doing that on a day to day basis. SO MY 21st BIRTHDAY should be celebrated by friends FOR me. divalicious (: a surprise birthday party would be nice, time to start planning shit peoples! and btw, i still want a puppy. heh 5 months to go! time's a ticking.

andddddddddd i can't think of what else to say.